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Anonymous asked: er... i hope this isn't too invasive, and if it is, feel free not to answer, but?? are you sexually attracted to swans or humans, or no one...? (in general, would otherkin be attracted to their own species or humans? how does that work?)

[tw: sexual tmi]

Mostly, no one, haha~

Oh gosh, attraction is complicated for me? First, if you don’t know them, take a look at these descriptions of attraction, it will help you understand what I will say next.

Sexual attraction, I have very rarely. I guess it’s because being a swan in a human body, that stuff is all mixed up for me and confused. Part of me knows I “should” be with swans, but human is what my biology tells me, so… it gets confused and in the end, usually I don’t want to be with anyone.

I know some otherkin are sexually attracted to humans, some are sexually attracted to their own species, and some find “hybrid” creatures sexually attractive (like “anthropomorphic” animal characters), because it’s a mix between the two. I think, I have experienced a little part of each, but, it’s not often. I do think anthropomorphic swans/swan people are very sexually attractive, and I find wings to be very attractive. I’m not sure how I feel about physical swans, I think it’s too confused by the taboos of society to be really sure.

Also, I’m mostly sexually attracted to people/images that don’t show human sexual parts in a strong way. For example, I can be attracted to the face of a human, but, I’m not attracted to breasts, penises, etc. I don’t find them very comfortable to look at. So, when I imagine humans, I usually don’t think about those things in detail, but, imagine a general kind of touch. Or, I like to imagine a more alien, or avian-like body parts.

Uhh, this? (warning: sex toy) is really attractive to me~

About the other attractions, I don’t feel romantic attraction to humans. I do sometimes think about romantic relationship with a swan (if it was possible for me to have one in this body), but about humans, the idea bothers me. So, I’m more romantically attracted to swans.

I’m sensually attracted to swans, other birds, and sometimes humans. Meaning, I would always be happy to cuddle with a bird, touch them, bump beaks with them, etc. I want to do that with humans sometimes, it really depends on the human. (I would hug Horikita Maki to death.)

I’m aesthetically attracted to swans (and all birds), and humans.